Thank u all for the support

The past few months have been such a depressing phase for me...
I love him so much that if I look at him or hear his voice, I can't say the words that I need to be away from him. Even today, I just couldn't... Again he did all he does everyday - points out that my ex dumped me, keeps asking the usual suspicious questions, etc - even then it is like - impossible.

Anyways, I am slowly getting out - I am doing things away from him - I am getting back to my own social circles, I am doing my activities and I am also searching for a different job location. Even if I can't say it - I hope that the distance will separate us. I have told him many times indirectly and directly to leave me - but he refuses... If he can't be with me and just keeps saying he is unhappy, I don't know why he doesn't leave me...

Just, I don't know how to initiate the breakup if my tongue gets tied each time I think of the words to end all this and free myself..