I am young adult female and I have been having some tough times recently, but there is one thing that I have had for awhile that is starting to bother me now. I am constantly angry. I will rave and rage at employees at the stores, I am driving faster than usual, and I just feel the strong urge to bite on something. I don't want to bite anyone just myself or something like a bath pouf. I curse all the time and I hate everybody. I've always been an angry human being but this is just getting bad. I used to love listening to screaming rock music as a teenager. In the past I have been ticketed for driving 40 miles over the speed limit. I was told by another cop I should take road rage courses. I have felt the need to bite and stuff my mouth full for a long time. I remember watching this tv show once where these two friends had been going through some difficulties and they just started stuffing their mouths. Prior to watching that I had done that too so when I watched this show I realized my problem was probably more than just oral fixation and maybe it was due to my inner desperation. I don't know if all of this aggression is due to some sort of sexual unfullment since I'm a 28 year old virgin, but I am constantly horny. Please I don't need any of the "go get laid" advice, because I have always been a very reserved person and in the mental state I am right now I am not ready for any kind of relationship even if it was merely a sexual one. I try to masturbate everyday to calm down a bit. I have taken zoloft for depression because of the problems I mentioned at first, but they don't seem to work for ocd and rage as they do for depression. I just want to know what this anger can be called and what I can do or take for it. I have been taking hot baths and trying to calm my nerves.
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