Okay. Since March, I have been in a Partial Hospitalization a Program for MDD and Suicidal thoughts as well SI. I've been doing very well for quite some time. I also have an outside therp. From Thursday afternoon to Friday evening, my sister, whom I live with, were fighting. This is the first time we have really done it since I moved in with her a little over a year ago. Anyway, by Friday night, I just couldn't handle being home anymore. I am emotionally hypersensitive as well and the fighting was bringing on thoughts of SI. But SI was it, suicide, I didn't think, was something I planned on doing. BUT, when I left to go to a hotel, I packed some razors I found and brought my 'stash' of pills 'just in case'. I left the pills out in my locked car all night though.

By the time I got to the hotel, I was feeling much better. Didn't cut, no suicidal ideation. And my sister was contacting me by email and apologizing and saying she was worried. Asking me to come home.

I told her I was okay and would be home the next day and I was fine. And that's exactly what happened.

Okay, here's my question. Since nothing happened it that I simply went to a hotel, does anyone really feel like the razors and pills should even be mentioned to my Case Manager? Frankly, I fear that she might threaten to hospitalize me again, or insist it is all me and I still need AD's? Which I do not want to deal with. I don't mind telling my regular therp all the details as she won't even go there...she has a lot more experience and education. But would it be dishonest not to tell my Case Manager? I'm torn between trying to be honest with my a Case Manager but fear that there will be an over reaction.

Thoughts? Comments? Suggestions? All appreciated.