hi, neutrino. i have read your first post and then your replies. has your therapist come back yet? have you been able to see him again? i have had bad experiences with therapists and have given up for many years. but now i am being forced to face my issues head-on and see a therapist yet again. if things are not working, maybe you should see a new one??? or is it difficult to see therapists in sweden? i am getting severely depressed. my past issues are coming up into my present life.

You should NEVER apologize for complaining on here! People understand what you are going through. A lot of us have been there ourselves. Unfortunately. Things will get better, hang in there. Sometimes they get worse before they get better, but they will get better.