I've reinvented myself many, many times over the years. I had an unknown compulsion to keep changing things in my life and it usually cost me greatly deal both financially and personally to do so, yet I just had to keep changing.

In a moment of clarity (or perhaps madness) a couple of weeks ago, I began to see how my life had ended up as it has and it came as a bit of a shock. That's when I decided to reach out for help. Maybe it's too late and I strongly suspect that I'm not going to enjoy the ride for awhile, but nothing ventured, nothing gained