The thing is he wants to talk and see me everyday because he doesn't want the distance to get in between our relationship.

Basically, what happened was for three years we became so dependent on each other's schedules. For example, if I wanted to go to yoga practice, I would only go if he was busy. And if he wanted to hang out with friends, he would only do that if I was busy. At work, I would only pick up shifts when he was at work, and he would only take new clients when I was busy. We became that dependent on each other.

He said that he wants to take this break so that we could learn to be ourselves and so our relationship would grow stronger. He said that we broke up for different intentions: not to never be back with each other, but so that we could be stronger.

It all makes sense, but it's so hard. People at work keep saying oh he's probably cheating. But this is a real thing, right?

He said he just wants to be able to hang out with his guys and not worry about what I'm doing. And that he's not even telling anyone because he has no doubt in his mind that we will be together. But I guess I'm really scared that he will enjoy his freedom so much that he won't want to get back with me.

So much heartbreak and confusion.

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