I totally get that. I have been so many people for as long as I can remember. Constantly adapting myself to my surroundings & manipulating others to meet my needs. It has proven to be a survival skill that my world requires. So maybe I am all of them & none of them. I wonder who will remember me when I'm gone, so afraid of insignificance. I want to leave behind something that made me special, gave some meaning to what feels like a pointless life. I want the world to be different because I existed. Sounds so self absorbed I know. But I think everyone wants to matter. Justify their lives & be known. I suppose that's not for us to decide. I hope I don't come across as desperate, even if I am a little.