Just the fact that you are here, talking about it, says a lot about your character!!! You must be really strong to live through all that... You have come so far, don't give up now. I know that your teenage years seems neverending, but you will grow up, and you will be able to start a life of your own some day... You will be able to make your own choices... If nothing else, hold on to the fact that someday you will...