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Originally Posted by unlockingsanity
Don't be too hard on yourself. Maybe it's just a stress reaction.
When I found out my T was going to terminate me, I was insane with grief. I ended up looking and finding his address and phone number. I'd never done that or wanted to ever do that before. I think it was just because I was trying to hold onto him and because I wasn't in control of the situation.
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Thanks for your reply. I DO want to hold onto my T because I have to quit therapy in March. I'll still see her every month or two, but it won't be the same. I also want to know more about her; I've always wanted that. When I get in that frame of mind, it's hard to get out of it.
I know in my heart that I don't have to know more about her, and I already know more than many know about their Ts, and we have a great relationship, but......these feelings are very strong. She will relate it back to my mother but it's hard when I have the intellectual understanding about that, yet it still seems like it's about my T.