What little I can do is not worth anything in this world. Maybe it is if you're lucky. So it doesn't matter.

So I'm left with no reason to get up in the morning. Will I feel better if I got a random job that has nothing to do with my training or skills? Because it's not like I'll get a job using any of my 7 years of training or skills that are worthless to this world.

And just give up dating…if I'm not worth the effort to even talk to every once in a while, forget it. And that's from someone who likes me. I already know how much worse I'll be treated by someone who doesn't like me.

It's beyond cruel that I'm still forced to live.