every tells me that but im not looking to look attractive. im looking to look skinny. i dont have the type of body shape that promotes skinnyness so its bad to begin with.

if i had the guts to throw up my food i would but i dont.
i should just bring it on with my mind. instead of my finger. like think of something gross.

im dying to be skinny.

the more psychotic i am the less i eat
that helps some