I feel terrible…

I just have the whole "You should be in a psych ward!" statement in my head. But no one understands why that would be detrimental.

I have to go off one of my meds. I have little choice at this point, but I don't know when I'll see the doctor next and I don't know if I trust her because it was HER who put me on this poison in the first place. If I can split the pills…I can probably just wean myself off.