"I even hang out with one, and not the other sometimes" ~ Ali

Well, there you go. You sometimes hang out with one, and not the other. I am sure they sometimes hang out with other people and not you. That is pretty normal tho for adult friendships. Everyone needs their freedom to spend time with other people. Doesn't mean they don't like you.

You've made a few threads about these girls. Sounds like maybe you are struggling with your self esteem?

Maybe also ask yourself how you would feel if they were secretly hoping you were not having a good time because they were not having a good time. Would you feel that would be very caring or friendly?

Is there other people you can hang out with? Maybe it would be good to make some friends outside of these two, so you would have more people to hang out with.