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Originally Posted by Littlemeinside
You googled your T again, because if you didnīt continue with your patterns, there would be no reason to be in T and you wouldnīt have anything to talk to her about or post in here?
You have gained alot of insight, know what to do and not to do. I am not sure anyone but you can make you change or give you a magical answer. Seriously Googling a T is something most of us do. Itīs not a big deal and since you didnīt ring her doorbell, why spend time analyzing and ruminating about it.
Itīs all about choices and the decisions you make or donīt make on a dailey basis, by now. (IMO)
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Like most people in therapy, I have more than one issue, so I disagree with your answer. I have a lot of reasons to be in therapy. I'm analyzing the googling because I feel pain when I want to know more about my T and can't. It hurts but no one can really know another person's hurt, so I don't expect you or anyone to really understand. It hurts deeply and feels like she is shutting me out, and I start to feel like I'm sinking into quicksand. I appreciate your opinion, and thinking dialectically, there is some truth in what you said about wanting something to talk about here, and wanting responses too.