Today I felt immensely stupid at the end of the day.

I spent the greater part of the day not feeling like I was worth much more then the money I bring into my marriage. I heard all week from people that I am wrong in one way or another. It starts to build on me rather quickly.

Today I think it came to a head. I was being led into conversation that I know I get heated in. I don't like something I said I hated it. That strong dislike of something led to one of my husbands closes friends disagreeing with me all I heard was "WELL YOUR WRONG AND HERE IS WHY". That is all I ever head from this guy. I was trying to end the conversation and I said I was done talking about it, he kept going, he lead in saying "Well I am more open-minded."

That there, that right there really burst my bubble and I just had to walk away, out of the room. Now my husband is furious with me said I embarrassed him and myself. The way I see it was I was walking away from something that could have gotten much worse.

My husband says that the argument was far more on my side and his friend was being level headed. I could see that, but all I could hear was "YOUR WRONG, AND NOT OPEN MINDED SO THEREFORE A BAD PERSON." I know that is not what he was saying, I know that but that is all I heard.