Have you ever been afraid of no longer having your anxieties?

I am really struggling to take the next step in unchaining myself from my anxieties, one minute I want to live life without their constant involvement and then the next I feel so scared and don't even want to imagine life without them.

Deep down i know I want to find a more rewarding life, it's just the fear that is freaking me out

I am so confused @ how I to overcome this