This what i want to discuss with my T next session. I'm struggling actually getting my head around it. I want to trust him but I still feel he has the power and I need to trust that he will not use that power to harm me in anyway. I want to discuss the fact that I think he has a majority share of the power at the moment but i'm just not sure how he will use it. How do I discuss something like this. I haven't explained myself very well. I'm still reeling from the last session which was a catch-up session but raised many issues.
He now knows things that only my brother and I have shared. I feel slightly ashamed just looking at him.