I have felt the same thing! For me it's very frustrating and humbling. I remember one session angrily spouting out "You know everything about me and I know nothing about you--except you really like cows!"

If he's a good T he will understand, that is how it is in every T/client relationship (Or how it's suppose to be anyway), unfortunately for us clients. My T handled it well, and if he's a good T so will he. He won't use it for his own benefit