mouse you are so good at analysing things. sounds like you re working really hard and making some really solid steps. well done to you!
i felt the same going into t today. got really upset in the last session and knew she was going to want to talk about that again so i couldnt help myself and went in angry and defensive and literally sat with my arms and legs crossed and couldnt talk. then i finally realised i was there because i want to function better and not because she was making me talk about things i dont want to talk about so i tried. i think i maybe even got somewhere but im so tired now i cant think about it. i need it all to go away so am going to sleep. its good to know you felt that way too and got over it. i think it is about touching deeper issues.
whew. tired. thank you for posting.
take care
biiv