A few months ago the PTSD stuff got out of the bag and I didn't notice it in time. I was feeling very frightful ahd at risk of harm from my do and people in her office. I was awful because they all have taken on an attitude with me and treat me like a pin in the rump, The only thing I did was get scared, triggered, I tried to explain it to her but she took it very personal and was upset that I would question my safety with her, It is a lot more complicated, I have written about it here.

So a week or do ago I went to the HE doc and he was fine, distant and professional so I could handle that. I ended up with a bad upper respiratory infection, possibly pnemonia and now vertigo. I called the office the day before yesterday to tell them I am on the meds and this is how my symptoms are, She was going to get back to me and didn't. Vertigo really stinks. Nausea bumping into everything, just needing to keep one's had flat to reduce the drunken feeling.

I called her back today and she berated me and said Okay, fine, I will call the doc and see what he wants to do, She was rude, now I am struggling to figure out what to do. Do I get abused by this practice, even though I really am just asking for help? Do I run as fast as I can to get myself away, safe? What about the sickness whicg still needs to be treated? I want to scream.