Hi all, well I agreed to go into treatment. I am relieved because I am physically, mentally, and emotionally exhausted. I am petrified of letting go. Well, I thought my family would be pleased that I agreed to get help, well that is not what I got. My dad questioned if I really needed help, and how are they going to really help me? My husband said he felt if I really wanted to, I could get better on my own. Like I should just call the gym and cancel my membership today. I finally surrender and admit I can't get better on my own, and I get questioned and doubt that I need help. If I could do it on my own I would have by now. Living with an ED is all consuming and it's like putting yourself through hell and not being able to stop. Any support, or help to make me understand their reactions would be greatly appreciated.