If you are living alone, weekends can be hard. There is too much time to think and reflect on your life. The house seems to quiet and that adds to the feeling of depression.
Don't let your fears of what you might say keep you from going with this girl. If she knows that you have a problem already, then you won't feel as though you have a secret to keep. You said she had a similar problem, so she may be just as afraid of saying something as you are. There is no law that says you have to become involved seriously right away. If its right, then your relationship will improve. If not, she may just be a good friend.
You don't say whether or not you are seeing a therapist. These days, people know enough of the mental illness terms that the fact that you know what you have doesn't mean you see someone for it. If you don't have a therapist, you might want to consider it. Its not the physical things that are truly bothering you, but rather something deeper in your emotions. Its just easier for your mind to think that its your body that isn't right. To get rid of it, you need to find out what is really bothering you.
Give this girl a try next saturday. she may surprise you and want to go somewhere. The worst she can do is say no. At best, it could make your life better.
Sam2
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