well, the weekend has passed now and I have heard nothing from my partner or his parents...........all I can do now is take their silence to mean that he wants nothing to do with me now.....he has closed all contact via phone and not staying at his flat means....he has closed contact there too.......and his parent were seeing him over the weekend and silence again.......I feel stupid and embarrassed and humiliated......I have to move on now.....my gut instinct that he was not going to contact me has come true.....I feel he will never make any form of contact....I give up as to why???......I cannot spend the rest of my life waiting for any form of contact and constantly trying to think why....why....why???

am in despair tonight.....its an emotional roll-a-coaster....any ideas??? x