2 weeks ago my T sent me to the hospital for my suicidal thoughts. I was there for 5 days and they released me. It was easier to not feel suicidal there because there wasn't anything to deal with. Right now I'm out and the thoughts are still there. I don't trust myself to not do anything because this is the only solution to end my agony that I can think of. What do you do when you've already went inpatient?