All the time.
I didn't ask to be here and be dealt such a ****** hand. I never asked for any of this. I have spent a great deal of time thinking about this very subject.
There are things I can change and there are many things I can't. I too feel very much like I'm always going to be like this and "giving up" crosses my mind way too often.
I often think why bother getting my hopes up why bother trying why bother doing. Your just going to **** it up anyway. :-/

Can unfortunately relate to just about everything you said.

Hang in there.
That's what I'm doing.



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