Well though I am afraid to post and though I think all I do is bother everyone, I decided to post anyway. I am not doing so well. Was in the hospital yet again a few weeks ago and was in the partial hospitalization program for a few weeks. Just finished yesterday actually and started art therapy today. It went ok, I guess. I see my regular T tomorrow and I am really nervous about it. I just hope it will go ok, it's been awhile since I've seen her and I am afraid she is mad at me or something. Besides I have some things I need to talk to her about. LIke this part I found out about that went shopping and bought a book that is going to be very difficult for us to go through. Its called the Courage to Heal, I'm sure some of you maybe have heard of it, I hadn't. Well sorry this is so long and all, I am sorry if I have wasted your time or bothered anyone. OH maybe I just need to shut up.

Jennifer