i could maybe drive to the city 50 miles from here. but prob not a few times a month. MAYBE idk. i dont drive anymore. my dad drives me.

um i feel i cant be helped and am a lost cause becuz i been through so many avenues already that have done nothing for me. therapy. doctors. that stuff doesnt help. thatd mainly what ive done. and then partly because i cant be pleased. like i could do somethigg art wise but i may not be happy. i tend to quit everything. the only thing ive ever finished or even halfway dont in life is i graduated high school and lost weight. ive started tons of things and never done a da_mn thing. because it becomes boring.