Thanks, travelinglady- I suffer from SAD and severe anxiety/panic, so I'm not sure what it is and he's never told me, if he knows. But he has demonstrated many of he behaviors I've read about in those with hypomania. All summer he "felt like he could do anything" and "wished he could bottle the feeling" and now is in an anxious depth. I'm not delusional, but I don't think he doesn't love me anymore. Or, if he did, it was a false reality. I wish I knew, but I'm afraid I may never. Thank you for replying!