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Originally Posted by Daeva
People often wonder why I don't talk to them about things, friends and family alike. Well often times it's their ignorant, hurtful, condescending, patronizing remarks. Just tonight my friend goes, "Just go to a happy place." Well ******* why didn't I think of that?
Last week my Gram said, "You just need to stay focused."
Yeah thanks.
This just makes me worse, and gets me angry, angry enough to imagine hurting the other person. Not that I would but it makes me think of it.
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The last time I was hospitalized for suicidal ideation, I had one Twinkie of a student (don't know if she was studying psych nursing or a student social worker), but waited until the regular social worker left then said "everyone is depressed, you just need to start walking and go to church."
I was so enraged I couldn't speak. I just wanted to reach out and choke her. I sat there with my face covered and finally she mentioned I could go back to bed. I don't think I can ever forgive her he ignorance.