Awwww that's ok if it messed up before.....remember "Practice makes perfect!" So they say anyways LOL
As with any lessons in life, the more we do them, the more comfortable we get with them and the better we end up doing the things we need to do. The important thing is to be careful not to be overly critical of ourselves and take from each little step forward we manage to make. Enjoy those little steps forward and build on them....sooner than you realize....you are making your goal! You are going to manage that!! I have faith in you
Hugssssssss
Jean