Hopefully Pdoc doesnt lock me up... I dont think she will, but its always a worry.

Starting to get urges to do it again. Been sharpening knives and looking up where to cut online. Boyfriend is on his way over now. Its closer to night time now so maybe a double dose of seroquel will be ok at this time of day. I just hate the hangover I get from it. I cant miss my appointment and I need to be able to drive.