Well, there isn't much I can say beyond the encouragement to continue to try, that would sound supportive.

In that... the system doesn't work at all for some ppl...and you might be one of them right now. It didn't work for me for many years...and now I don't think it really works any better, but with the help of my T I have learned how to not take it personally. I do suffer more than I think I have to at times, because of the way MDs and neuros and "the system" responds or doesn't, but what else can I do? I have learned, also with help of T, that my getting upset over things I can't change only makes ME worse. I don't need to feel worse. It's been a long road for me to get to where I am, and I'm still not excellent at it now, but learning to take an almost apathetic view (oooo T might not like that idea hehehe) about some things helps me to stay level some times.

There is a point where screaming for help does nothing but make you feel worse. Only you can find that line of when toughing it out is less pain than arguing for help. I am sorry you are in this situation. TC