I'm new here and am looking for any advice or help. I have no one talk to in real life. My husband and I have been married 10 years, we have 3 small kids. Our marriage is horrible. I suffer from anxiety and depression and am on meds which help me. I am at a turning point and have no idea what to do. I have seen a counselor for the past few months and it's not helping. He will not go. Main issues are-
- We are stressed out parents dealing with 3 young kids, no family help or rarely helps.
-Major financial issues; he will not deal with the money. He will not pay bills or take any initiative even after I have asked. My gracious grandmother has supported us financially the past few years.
-He yells/loses his temper a lot with the kids. I am not a yeller and it bothers me when this happens.
-On the weekends, he acts miserable like he doesn't want to be around us. He seems happier when he is at work.
- He will not communicate with me about the issues. He says he's not buying into my negativity when I tell him how miserable I am. He did tell me I need to change my meds. He often puts everything back on me.
I feel like all of this just makes my depression even worst. I often think about leaving, how could I leave with 3 kids and what would it do to them. I have no help and support from friends or family. I only work part-time. I feel like I'm living in pure Hell!
Thanks for listening to me..