Hello Annie. I hope that things get better for you soon. Are you aware that your therapist can help you get a case manager to help you get things done so that you are not alone and as overwhelmed with trying to do everything yourself. If you call your therapist the therapist can help you with many issues including housing, bills, and so forth so that you can feel more secure in your life. Take care I really hope things get better soon. Soidhonia