Keeping you in my prayers....I am going through a similiar situation in my own life and though I kept telling God that I was releasing the whole thing to him, I found myself desperately trying to work it all out...and inspite of me, he is causing all things to work out for me..(sometimes not as quickly as I would like)..He is greater than me and ANY life situation we find ourselves in..I have been trusting in the scripture that says, "I know the plans that I have for you, to do you good, to give you peace, to give you a destiny." It has really helped me in the deepest throws of discouragement that I have recently gone through...I have a social worker who is helping me with my living situations and stuff, maybe that could help you too....just a thought...praying without ceasing and caring for you....