You described my position perfectly. I am screaming for help and no one is hearng. Vertigo has to GO! All of my screaming for help is doing is perpetuate the myth for the people who work in my doc's office about who I am and what a pain in the neck I am. For me it rings too closely with beinga child and being told that having any needs made me bad and I shouldn't have needs or I would get hurt. I quess it was the truth then as well as now. They will not help me.