((((((((((((((Annie))))))))))))))
I completely understand what you are saying. Most of the time i put up that "adult" part of me ... actually i've only ever been with one T that i've let myself express that inner child.... but it was the best experience with a T i could have ever asked for. There is definitely a huge trust issue, but if you can feel comfortable enough with your T to give them even a little bit of insight towards your child self ... well i think that you would really benefit from it - as hard as it is. If anything its worth a shot because then at least you'll have it out there, and who knows it might grow into something that becomes really helpful.
Best of luck
Jacqueline