Do you volunteer? What might be some scenarios one can participate in if suffering from aspects of a lowered self esteem...Hmmm...bush-beating don't cut it...listen...

Right now I don't feel comf with loud gregarious people or busy surroundings...some anxiety issues at times...enough to keep me from participating as a citizen...as someone participating in LIFE. Really want to be involved right now with community on some level...but maybe fairly low key.

Playing the surly one is a pretty boring limited role...and while it serves to protect ones faltering ego...it has a shelf life. That story gets old quick...and offers NO progress. I have things to offer...not as much as i could...but I have some.

Quiet style benevolence...anyone doing a job who might feel as I do? Thanks