I was at work today and a couple of people asked me, 'what will I be doing for Thanksgiving'? I just really hate the holidays because of that. I'm going to spend it by myself it looks like and that's about it. I hate having to answer that. Also, if I ask them back, they would tell me that they have all kinds of exciting things lined up. If I told them that I will spend it by myself, they would say, "aw too bad".

Thanksgiving by myself is not so bad. Christmas is really hard. I hope that the weather will be nice for Thanksgiving. One report says that it will rain. Another says that it will be just partly cloudy. If it's fairly nice outside, at least I can go bike riding or go on a hike. If there's any consolation a friend of mine told me that I can come over for desert and tea with his family. Perhaps I will take him up on that.