I often have to have my husband explain what really will happen if I do (whatever my pretty little messed up head thinks of). I take PRN for them also about a month ago I thought I was exhaling hatred and needed to cut it from my lung before I made my friends baby evil

I was fine the next morning.
I don't know where you live but could you go to a "free" or health clinic that has STD testing, pap smears and birth control. Usually are OB/GYN's at least on certain days. Some times GP's put in mirena because a lot of insurances don't cover GYN.
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