I'm back, I've been out of it the past few days. I need to post on my blog again too, I have a thing I was supposed to be doing daily but, uh, I kind of forgot. I forget a lot of things.

I hallucinated a conversation between my mom and my aunt in the living room while I was in bed. Found out later that my aunt hadn't come over and it had just been my mom and my stepdad in the room. But I distinctly remember hearing my aunt talking to my mom, and my mom answering. Scary stuff.

I messed up my back today by sitting curled up over my laptop in bed. I'm kind of a loser like that, apparently. I also have chronic pain issues, and it hurts really bad, which contributes to stress, which contributes to my paranoia/psychosis. I can't sleep I hurt so bad.

Sorry if I sound like I'm whining, I just...my mom tells me to just 'stretch' and get over it.