I'm better today, after having a anxiety attack yesterday at a college music recital (I was watching not playing BTW), just soo many people I didn't know. I just couldn't handle the reception after the performance, so I sped walked as fast as I could out of there. Worst of all, all my mom could do was whine about how she never got a cookie, I offered to wait outside on one of many benches, but no. Sorry just needed to get that off my chest.