For some reason I can cry in front of my ED T no problem, but not my personal T. I fight it for all it's worth. Funny thing is, I trust my personal T more than the other one. For some reason, I'm really embarrassed to cry in front of him and don't want to appear weak. Trying to get over the vulnerability and humiliation of crying in front of him. The few times I've gotten teary in front of him, we see it as a small victory. He had to hand me a tissue the other day- that was a big breakthrough!