That was scary... I went to see my family Dr., because my therapist said that she couldn't work with me until I got a psych evaluation and got back on meds. So I went to see my Dr. and she got really angry with me and said she felt like shaking me... not very nice. She never wanted me to go off anti-deps in the first place, but I went off because of the side effects (which she wouldn't listen to and just kept upping the dose).

If I hadn't felt so vulnerable and down I would have actualy gotten mad. She said she wanted to hospitalize me - I said I didn't want that. She said that if I didn't agree to go to see any psychiatrist she sent me to, she would hospitalize me involuntarily. I felt so crappy - I felt like I was 5 and someone else had to make decisions for me. Life is just way too difficult right now...