Thanks, bipolar_bear, I am just trying to make it through right now. I am actually working right now, went back tonight after being off for some time and well I'm not doing so much. Thank you for assuring me that I am not a waste of time. I know it is wrong for me to say that and to think that and to feel that way, but it's how I feel. I am just so glad that I have a place I can come to and share safely and someone will usually respond, maybe some people do care in this world.

Jennifer