I can't, we live in the same houses, at the weekends at our parents and during weekdays in our appartment next to collegue. It is cheaper (???) to my parents if we live like this. We are studing in the same collegue so it is unlikely for me to be away from her. She is left 2 years to graduate, to me, 3 years to go. I don't know if I am capable to live on my own, I can barely manage my life, without her and without my brother I would be completly alone on this world. And I can't manage it to find new friends. This kind of relationship is inside my mind already, it is a part of the way I am. Even if I could manage to be away from her I wouldn't have any support to help me grow and change.