I've felt so disassociated before, like I'm not even here, I am but I'm not. Being so completely 'out of it'. Feeling like that 'connection' between me and the world around me is nonexistent, therefore I feel like it's all sort of dreamlike. This usually comes on when I'm really numb/neutral, like just coming out of a depression but not in tip top shape yet.
I was so disassociated it didn't even freak me out. I was just kind of like 'huh, fancy that. -sips tea-'
That does sound scary though. I mean, you mention pot, but did you have a body high at all or was it just a mental blur?
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