Oh Forsaken,

Sweetie, I'm so sorry that you are having rough times.

I completely understand how you are feeling. I was that way just a few months back. You slip into that deep hole and just keep falling down and down with no bottom in sight.

I use to stay in bed with the curtains closed, the doors locked and the phones off the hook. I didn't want to talk to anyone or see anyone. Not even my family.

I've been there and know where you are coming from. Don't give up. You have to fight. Fight like you've never fought before.

Call your T. and explain to them that you missed your appt. because the depression is so severe. Perhaps, if you talked to your landlord, they would be understanding?

Are you on any anti-depressants? That helped me more than anything. The doc has me on two different ones and they saved me.

I am glad that you are at least posting. You need someone to talk to. Do you have any churches that might donate to you for your rent? Sometimes they will do that.

If your friends truly are your friends, they will forgive you for what you have done. It isn't you doing it, it's the depression.

Depression can eat you up. Please keep posting and let us know how you are doing. We care about you and what happens to you.

Sending you gently hugs,
Boopers

((((((((((((((((((((((Forsaken))))))))))))))