Oh Sweetie,

I'm so sorry that you are struggling. What an unprofessional doc. To say that they feel like shaking you? I think I would have had to tell them that I am paying you to help me and to listen to me.
If you can't take the meds because of the side effects, then the doc should have said, well, then we will try something new.
I had to go through several meds before the doc and I found the right combo.
Find another doc. It's your right!
I wish you all the best. I hope that your family will help you.
Keep posting to let us know how you are feeling.
Hugs to you,
Boopers
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