Oh Nina,

My heart breaks for you. Please fight this. It will take everything you have inside but you can do it.
You don't realize it right now, but you are a strong person.
Dig deep. It's there.
Are you on any meds? I do hope so as if you find the right ones, they can help tremendously.
No, you are not a bad mother. Depression will make you feel like that.
It will make you feel like you are worthless. But, you aren't.
You are very valuable. To your son, to your family and to us.
Nina, sweetie, please keep trying.
We really care about you.
Please keep posting to let us know how you are doing.
I care,
Hugs,
Boopers